Monday, December 6

Sad

No words can describe what i had been feel this past few weeks ,
with all the work for the presentation , ending my studies in diploma
and finally the worst .. going to leave you at Kl alone without me .

im going back to Pahang this Wednesday and its sucks . I feel
its just was not enough time to spend with you . I had to go back ,
i had finish my studies after all and no longer needed to stay here
and my parents need me at home to babysit my siblings . I hope u
understand baby .. i really2 sad to leave you :(

Hurm , please when im not around dont be bad . Take care of yourself
,
dont stay out to late , dont miss your lunch and your dinner . Eat if u
hungry, dont go out alone okay and please dont ever forget me .
Always
text me , call me when your free . I always gonna miss you ,
its gonna be about
2 or 3 month without you sayang and i can
guaranteed it gonna hurt me alot .


My mind just no so clear , i cant think .. I cant accept that i must leave
you .
i wanted u to be with me 24/7 .. i always do . I love you so much
sayang ,
i rather die than betray you . U know that , hurm take care ok . Take care
of us ,
always keep our promises , keep my words that i always saying to you .
Ignore all
the lies , keep believing in US . Saya Cinta awak , im gonna spend the
last whole day with you ,
not gonna miss it .. Cant wait for you sayang ..
I love you !!